random thoughts. xxx

I am in my Management 138 class right now and I don’t want to listen. Earlier, I was absent in my Business and Law class because I was badly influenced by my “granddaughter” Dolly. I was already prepared to go to the city and I asked her if we could go together yet she replied that she’s not gonna go to school this morning and so I decided to sleep and follow her cause. (Hahaha)

I woke up around 11:45 and arrived in the city at around 1 o’clock. I was expecting to be late, however, Sir Gamala wasn’t around yet so I got to go and get my flash drive that I left in Penguins, get my money at the nearest ATM machine and go back to school just in time.

Oh, I forgot to tell that during the ride I was next to this cute Agustinian guy and while in Mohon we rode the same jeepney again and we’re sitting in the front seat. I find him so gay, however. He has a long hair, with very finesse gestures and with a handkerchief. I find guys with handkerchief so gay, well, in reference to myself  coz I don’t have any handkerchief with me. But of course that is stereotyping. Sorry lang ah.

So I decided to write something here. I really don’t know what that something is but I feel the eagerness to write here deep down inside me.

What to write? I don’t know.

Anyway, I got this new journal. My third journal within a year and I’m very happy coz it’s color blue and I could start anew again.

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D-Day was successful. I am very happy and very thankful to those who gave their efforts for that activity to take place. You know, I was kinda nervous coz things were complicated prior to the activity and I thought it was gonna fail. Yet with the help of everybody it turned out oh so right. I love you all!

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The Entrepment is coming so fast and still it is not clear to us what were gonna do. It costs a lot yet we are under-informed about the events and the details of the competition. Like, what the eff?

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My “granddaughter” is reporting about financing right now. I don’t wanna listen. My mind is sleepy and I want to focus on writing here.

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I realized I don’t care about that lad anymore. I don’t think about, I don’t even remember the face and the memories. I am very happy with what’s happening with my life right now, I am happy having another lad around. Far better and the one I most likely deserve.

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Reports are coming in that I got to do a lot of reports next week. It’s time to be academic-centered starting tomorrow. My gosh! This is too much procastination!

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this song keeps on reverberating in my head! I really don’t like what it meant but I like the melody.

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks,You better run, better run, outrun my gun.All the other kids with the pumped up kicks,You better run, better run, faster than my bullet. –Pumped Up Kicks, Foster the People

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I’m really into the next Spiderman movie. The new trailer was released last night and I love the fact that Emma Stone took the role of Gwen Stacy. Though there was a recasting, the new people are still okay but I still miss Tobey Maguire and I wanna see Kirsten Dunst again! They are epic!

Emma Stone blonde as Gwen Stacy
Andrew Garfiled as the young Peter Parker

I’m so excited to watch the Amazing Spiderman. Woooooh!

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I think I’m gonna put one of my favorite songs here.

Artist: Jewel
Song: What You Are
Album: Sweet and Wild

I’m driving around town
Kinda bored with the windows rolled down
See a girl on the bus stop bench
Dressed to draw attention

Hoping everyone will stare
If she don’t stand out she thinks she’ll disappear
Wish I could hold her, tell her, show her
What she wants is already there

A star is a star
It doesn’t have to try to shine
Water will fall
A bird just knows how to fly

You don’t have to tell a flower how to bloom
Or light how to fill up a room
You already are what you are
And what you are is beautiful

Heard a story the other day
Took place at the local VA
A father talking to his dying son
This was his conversation

“It’s not supposed to be like this
You can’t go first I can’t handle it”
The boy said “Dad now don’t you cry,
Remember when I was a child what you used to tell me when I’d ask why?”

(You’d say) Gravity is gravity
It doesn’t try to pull you down
Stone is stone
It can’t help but hold its ground

The wind just blows, though you can’t see
It’s everywhere like I’ll always be
You already are what you are
And what you are is strong enough

Look in the mirror
Now that’s another story to tell
I give love to others
But I give myself hell

I’d have to tell myself
“In every scene there’s a perfect plan”
Everything I hoped to be
I already am

A flower is a flower
It doesn’t have to try to bloom
And light is light
Just knows how to fill a room

And dark is dark
So the stars have a place to shine
The tide goes out
So it can come back another time

Goodbye makes a love so sweet
And love is love so it can teach us
We already are what we are
And what we are is beautiful

And strong enough
And good enough
And bright enough

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I think I’ll end here. Hmm. La gid pulos ah! Hahaha.

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2 Comments Add yours

  1. nuelene says:

    Hoy Dana! Haha! Gumaganon ka na ha? LOL
    In fairness, excited naman ko sa Spiderman. Tomoh! Ako man, wala ga-handkerchief. Hassle bi. Kag pirmi ko gakadula. Pierre Cardin pa man. Mahal! Haha!

  2. raiza says:

    buwas na ta mapasa sa Entrepment! kaya na ah! ❤

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