All my life, I wanted to be happy. That is my only goal. If Maslow’s right, self-actualization is the highest in his pyramid of needs. For me, self-actualization means happiness. I hate being sad. I hate over-thinking. I hate problems. I feel sad, I over-think, I face my problems, but I hate doing it over and over again. If having a problem makes your life “colorful”, then I’d rather have a boring life. For once, I wanted to feel like I’m happy.